Monday, January 5, 2009

exercise

I was going to start a boot camp class tonight. Let's talk about that what am I thinking. On one hand I think I can do that then that black cloud of anxiety comes over me like flies to shit. I'll be the fattest one, my boobs will wrap around my head and slap me in my face, I'm out of shape, everyone will be laughing at me, I have to shave my legs, and lastly after I spend hours obsessing about it omg i can't do this.

I know I can. I get so frustrated when I let the anxiety get the best of me. I'm making a point of to go on Wednesday. The boob thing does have me a tad worried can you get something horrible from boobage hitting you in the face?

3 comments:

  1. The first step to starting any exercise program is a nice sturdy foundation garment :)

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  2. Better to have the boobs to get hit in the face with I always say. :0) I'm one of those rare flat chested overweight women, sigh. Seriously though, I understand the exercise class anxiety game all to well. With me, it's my flapping gut. Like Sparky said...foundation garments, good and tight.

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  3. I am reading this on Wednesday so you better have gone to your class.

    Get those puppies under control and go. The truth is that people who are really sincere about fitness will welcome you and if there are jerks there then just ignore them.

    People who are doing good things respect people who try. Show the people in class that you are serious.

    Let me know about the class.

    Terry

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